I can't recall the last time I was this nervous! My stomach is tied up in about a million knots! I think I'm going to go CRAZY!!!
Mae, Oliver and Nathaniel start school tomorrow. I'm kicking myself nine ways to Sunday, but I'm not sure for what. Should I have never homeschooled? Should I have put them each into school at third grade? Should I have gotten my act together and continued to homeschool? After all, Tulsa has some great co-ops. Are they going to suffer terribly for their lack of education under me? I mean, they scored decently on their placement tests, but a one hour test says almost nothing about their skills and abilities for a real education. AAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
Okay. Okay. And then there are the little things. Bus schedules. Shoes. Lunches. Homework. This is all so different! Okay, they've been wearing shoes for a long time, but you know what I mean. I'm going crazy.
Now is the time for the ostrich to do what she does best. I'm going to take a nap. I was up past 4 stressing over all of this. Nighty night.
Until I write again ...